Monday blues

It's Monday and I already miss Nad so much. Had steps training just now which was basically walking around the camp for ninty minutes supposedly to train your thighs. I feel that it's a waste of time but this is he saf and they think of the wierdest stuff to do. Other than that we really didn't do much today so I don't really know what else to blog about.

Stupid saf is like pulling me away from Nad every week and it suck balls big time. Nad's not say in the best of health now a days and I can't do anything to help her or even really take care of her. Worse part is during the weekends I get too tired we sometimes don't really get to do much. And now the stupid battlion is going to Brunei. Such a fucked up place I don't even know why we must go. I really gotta start doing something more to make her feel happier, make her feel even more special. Things will work out fine.

Anyway I hope this thursday I can book out to go do some stuff den have off on Friday cause bloody hell this Sunday I'm cos and I have to be in camp Sunday morning. I hope Nad will understand.

Well I don't know why but I'm so tired despite doing so little today. Actually he whole bunk is so I'm gonna go to bed already.