1st day..

ok first day of sch at mdis.. woke up and changed and cooked lunch.. left the house and i tot i would be late.. tot that the train ride would take long but it was shorter den expected and when i arrived the shuttle bus jsut arrived at the bus stop so so happened i was early.. haha.. nice sch mdis is.. went to class and saw 3 familiar faces.. one guy from ngee ann sec a year younger den me.. and guess what in my class there is also harold and sue ann.. small world it is..

so went for my break and on my way back to class guess who i see.. tan daniel adam.. my god.. seriously small world la..haha.. so yay at least i wont be so alone in sch..

sch was interesting i have a lame sbs teacher.. gonna learn another module tml hope it will be fun too..

i told myself i will not screw up this chance i have at my studies and by god i will do my best and not screw it up.. oh well till another time den.. ciao..

blading..

went blading today with gen, jiayi and han at east coast.. suppose to be in the early afternoon but walked ard and in then so went in the late afternoon lo.. but oh well at least got to blade..haha.. well walked over to east coast from parkway and rented the blades..

we bladed towards bedok jetty first and along the way nic came and joined us.. i was teaching gen to brake and han was teaching jia yi how to blade.. haha.. nic was like er my tow which was fun la and he could do training too.. haha.. on our way to bedok jetty the weather did not look too good so we headed back to the other direction.. but on our way back it became better but we took a rest at mccafe first.. after that we continued on towards fort road.. gen, me and nic reached the green gate whereas han and jia yi did not cause jia yi could not blade that well.. and den on the way back me and gen gave nic more resistance training.. he towed both of us.. it was fun la like going so fast without effort.. haha.. so yea we made our way back..

han and jia yi went to parkway to walk ard somemore.. met nic and his fam at boon keng so i send gen home cause she also had church on later.. so followed nic's family to chpt 2 cycles.. i think that is the name of the shop but it was closed so we went to serangoon garden market and hwaker center to eat.. cassandra joined us there as she was with her frens..

ate quite alot and nic went to order sugar cane.. the aunty asked if he wanted small or big cup and knowing nic he ordered big cup.. but he tot the big cup was a normal big cup.. when our sugarcane juice came.. it was not a big cup.. it was a fucking huge cup.. machiam 1 liters or sugar cane la.. wah liao.. super big la.. but oh well managed to finish it after some time and den came back and now here i am at nic's house blogging..

well school is going to start on monday cant wait.. they changed the timing from 9am to 12nn to 2pm to 5pm so yea not that bad la at least need not wake up that early..but gotta get used to it.. i think i should like time how long it takes to get down there by train.. so i can plan properly for my morning lessons.. oh well till something happens again la.. i'll blog after my first day of school.. till den..

fishing..

well i just came back from an overnight fishing "trip" at bedok jetty.. some trip huh.. haha.. oh well.. went there with ming hao one of my sec sch senior.. 3 yrs my senior i think.. yea knew him tru scouts and he some what groomed me during scouts along with all the other leaders that is.. haha..

yea we caught 3 fish.. well actually he caught 3 fishes.. 2 the length of my hand and one small puffer fish the length of my middle finger.. haha.. it started puffing up white i was trying to remove the hook from it's mouth.. too cute to let it die.. i'll post the pics when i upload it.. oh yea and a nice uncle gave us a crab.. ha.. although it died too.. haha.. oh well.. had fun.. trying my luck and lying on my hammock under the stars... nice cooling night although the mozzies or flies were irritating me abit.. but i survived.. almost 12 hours of fishing.. haha.. first time in my life.. haha.. quite fun actually.. shld do it more often..

i cant wait to go scuba again.. and i wanna buy my scuba equipment too.. sadly i need start saving alot.. haha.. oh wells..

anyway i think i'm going to stone this day away cause i wont be sleeping till tonight.. going to sch to visit frens.. haha.. guess that is just part and parcel of life eh..

well of to the shower now.. i smell like the fish section of a wet market.. bleah..zZzZz

2 more wks..

i have 2 more weeks b4 school starts.. cant wait. wounder what it will be like.. might see some familiar faces dere according to some of my frens.. hmm..

btw..i appeared on tv on sat at serangoon stadium on sat.. was a motivator at the pap rally although those old freshies din really need motivators.. ha.. was supporting my grc.. east caost when they won and the camera pan onto me.. so yea.. it was cool.. something not every one can experience.. and it only comes once every 5 yrs...

life..

many things happened today and it got me really thinking.. have i lead my life the way i want it to be.. i feel that sometimes i might be a bit too selfish and think of myself when i shouldn't.. well i hope that this will change from now on.. give me time..

firstly i would sincerly like to apologise to someone whom i have disappointed today.. i'm really sorry abt what i did and i know i shld not have done it.. i should have rejected the offer and maybe even encouraged my fren not to do it but i didn't which was really stupid.. i really hope you'll forgive me for what i did.. i can't bear to lose u.. u're one of the best thing that hapeend to me in the past 18 yrs of my life and i dont want it to end.. and i know sometimes i may say or do the wrong things but that is cause i just forget to think b4 i speak or do.. don't take it too seriously ya if i say something worng.. we'll work it out together ya.. i'll be here for u...

anyway i started thinking.. why should i do this to myself.. why should i continuing doing what is bad.. i should turn over a new leaf and do what's right.. i should try to help myself instead of hoping something to happen.. i mean i recently just turned 18 and i think i should also act more maturely.. i shouldn't be too playful

so i like made myself a promise or like a resolution.. i have decided to start studying hard for my future and maybe even ours.. i shouldn' waste life by just slacking around.. study hard and go far in life.. get a good job so i can provide myself and my significant other a happy life.. i also decided to read more books as i think maybe why not it could help better my english and it could be something different.. could help me in my thinking too.. i should also help more with my fam like start heping my mum wash the dishes and also start talking even more nicely to her..

my parents work hard to give me a happy life and i think i should try to repay them by too making their life easier and not let their hard work go to waste.. i shall make them proud of me..

i shall stop cursing so much although i think i'll still curse and swear once in awhile.. but i think that little bit wont hurt ya.. and to those frens whom i have been mean too like maybe disturbing u a bit too much i really apologise too.. i dont think u deserve something lidat and i really do appreciate all of u guys being in my life and making me happy..

i should start cutting down on the slacking and start doing more meaningful stuff.. i could use some help from all u frens out dere and from u too babe.. although i know u already have been helping me in ways like getting me thinking abt my life.. yea it was what happened today how i made u disappointed that got me thinking.. and in a way i have to thank u for that..

well seldom i post something like this but oh well.. i just feel like i have to.. well too all those ppl in my life i really thank u guys for being here.. i dunno what else to say but thank u.. and to you babe.. thanks for listening to my problems so late at night.. and well i do hope ur problems will end too.. i'll be by ur side all the way ya.. hugs..

frens out dere.. if i did something bad to u or something that i shouldn;t just tell me straight to the face ya.. its alright as i need feedback on my behaviour so that i can change for the better..

well thats like about all for today.. think its high time i get to bed now.. so ciao..